First Katy P and Russel, and now Seal and Heidi Klum? They were one of my favorite mixed relationships, and they have such beautiful kids. I guess sometimes you feel like you just can’t work things out and there’s no where else to go from here.
As long as my relationship is good, strong, and happy I will be thankful for that. Danny and I talked more about moving in together this weekend. It seems like he’s wanting it more now than he was the first time we talked about it over the summer. I brought up how he said he didn’t want to do it unless he thought it would work, and he said he didn’t remember saying that, but he does think it would work.
We both are thinking after I graduate from school in about another year and a half. I think that’s enough time to make sure we both want it and feel ready and I wouldn’t be able to contribute much to rent at this point. I don’t even know if I’ll have a job right after graduation, but I’m hoping for the best.
I’ve seen friends move in with their boyfriends too fast and I’ve seen how it changes your relationship. I know it’s not just a fun sleepover every night. We’ve been together for two years so I don’t feel like it’s too fast, just moving in with a boyfriend is a big milestone to me and something I see as a big deal. Still makes me feel good inside knowing it’s something he wants and likes to think about :)
These next two weeks have the potential to feel really long because I don’t know if I’m going to get to see him next weekend since he’s going down to SIU for Polar Bear. Since my internship is no longer on Fridays, it’s now on Wednesdays, I may get to go. *Fingers crossed* I’ve never ventured down to SIU or that part of Illinois, so it’ll be an adventure. A crazy drunken adventure.
Have a good week followers.
It’s here! I survived! ….Almost! I’ve had a lot of emotional ups and downs this semester, but honestly most of them were all complex things going on inside myself, and caused from being separated for the first time from family, friends, & my love. I know almost everyone goes through this experience at some point in their lives, so I know I’m not alone in this. We all still have to find our own way to get through it, and I think the fact that I’ve had pretty cool roommates, a really understanding boyfriend, and a lot of work to keep me busy, has really helped me to not fall apart and to keep working toward my ultimate goal, which is to graduate with my bachelors degree while building a strong portfolio.
But enough about that, I feel like I’ve written about that enough. I just need to stay focused for the next four-five days and kick my final’s asses and then by Friday morning, I will be done, and can come back to my place and pack, and wait for Danny to come pick me up! I just can’t wait to get home and know that I’m going to be there for awhile and get to work again and make some $$! (I start again on Sunday)
I will also hope that there isn’t too much drama this week, I swear last night shit really hit the fan with a couple of my friends. Nothing bad between us, but just some intense stuff going on in their lives. One of them I’m seriously concerned about her well-being…but I won’t post that here because it’s just way too personal and not my story. And the other I think is having a lot of issues with her boyfriend and feels deep down they need a break from each other, even if it’s just for a couple days, but I think she’s really scared to take that step. I think I would be too if I were to have been with & living with my guy for as long as she has. I hope they are all able to resolve what’s going on with them, and everything ends up working out.
Alright I need to go workout and get my day started, happy Monday!
It is officially my last week of summer vacation! It’s kind of bittersweet. It’s been a pretty decent summer. I wish I would have planned more fun trips and adventures with my friends, but I did what I could do. My summer included lots of work, lots of bumming, lots of smoking, lots of good times with my boyfriend, some good times with my friends, and a sweet trip to California. I also read the entire Harry Potter series so I suppose I should feel like I accomplished something haha.
As much as it’s a bummer for summer to end and people to leave again, I’m excited to get back on a schedule and have stuff to do to keep me busy. It’s also my last semester at ECC and then I’ll graduate in December. I’m taking the semester off after that before I (hopefully) go to Columbia. It is going to be a busy fall season, that’s all I can say.
Happy Monday!